thepassiontofight.

'Will forge on it

until he gets what he wants'

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Willsontan.
Borned on 2nd May 1989.
Currently 19 years old.
Horoscope Taurus.
Studying at NYP.
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A Mistake Made In Life=(

Friday, August 22, 2008, 10:24 PM

A year ago, you left me and I knew that I gave you more Pressure & Stress rather than Love. All I know is giving you the best , but i didn't realise that all this could turn out to be pressure to you. After the break-up,I enter new relationship and lie to myself telling myself that I had let go of you. I lie and lie to myself and ended up i hurt them,To those that i had hurt I am very very Sorry I know a single word "Sorry" would not earn a forgiveness from you all.

In my heart I know very well that i had never never let go of you at all and I admit that I still have feeling for you, after you know that i entered a new relationship and this had made you feel that I could easily enter a new relationship and you might think that my feeling for you wasnt very strong.I am to be blame for my childish thinkings.

Maybe I really choose to lie to myself again and again keep telling myself I had clearly forgotten about you and let go of you already, when I knew that you did wanted to patch back with me BUT due to me been in a new relationship you chose to give up. When i knew about it i asked myself why?? why did I lie to my own feeling and went into another relationship? why I didnt wait longer? But when all this "why" came to my mind It already been too late, you already given up on me...at that moment I only know that i had regretted and I knew that there is no more chance for me to have you back in my life as you already told me what you want in your life and you do not need me anymore...I was lost and I didn't know what to do...Even though I told myself I will not shed anymore tears after you left and be strong but ended up I failed. Wearing a mask everyday and everywhere I go putting a smile on my face and showing eveyone that i am fine I am okie , zhen de hen xin ku..

When ever i see brusies on my hand i will think if you are around I know you will sure get angry and scold me and forbid me from punching the wall and hurting myself. When ever i see those brusies , image of you would appear and reminds me that you hated to see injuries on me.

When ever I am at certain place that i been with you or even doing things image of you will still appear.My heart will sank when i pass by places which i been there with you.

All i have to blame is only ME for not been able to understand you well.

I wrote this entires is not to seek any attentions or what, I just want to say everything out and would wish that you would return. I kept all this to myself and kept lying to myself but in my heart you are always still there..If you were to pass by my blog and saw this I don't want you to get affected.you could pretend you never see.. but..

All I want to say is I am still waiting for you and I knew about the mistake I made.
I sincerly hope that you would give me a chance again .

nefil emevigrof?

'Will forge on it until he gets what he wants'
WELCOME Willsontan. Borned on 2nd May 1989. Currently 19 years old. Horoscope Taurus. Studying at NYP. PASSION-MUAY THAI Now Playing: 萧敬藤 - 原谅我	SHOUT HERE
Layout: vehemency Icon: reruntherace Friends: Cheryl Ong. Cheryl Mei. Celine. DaTou. Fely. Glenn. Hongping. Ivan. Jess. Julian-DT BF. Josephine jie. Kelly. Leewee. Meiyun. Sheryl jie. Twin Jen. Wei Ting. Wilson. yew loong. Ziyi.
Archives: July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 March 2009 September 2009 December 2009
A Mistake Made In Life=( Friday, August 22, 2008, 10:24 PM A year ago, you left me and I knew that I gave you more Pressure & Stress rather than Love. All I know is giving you the best , but i didn't realise that all this could turn out to be pressure to you. After the break-up,I enter new relationship and lie to myself telling myself that I had let go of you. I lie and lie to myself and ended up i hurt them,To those that i had hurt I am very very Sorry I know a single word "Sorry" would not earn a forgiveness from you all. In my heart I know very well that i had never never let go of you at all and I admit that I still have feeling for you, after you know that i entered a new relationship and this had made you feel that I could easily enter a new relationship and you might think that my feeling for you wasnt very strong.I am to be blame for my childish thinkings. Maybe I really choose to lie to myself again and again keep telling myself I had clearly forgotten about you and let go of you already, when I knew that you did wanted to patch back with me BUT due to me been in a new relationship you chose to give up. When i knew about it i asked myself why?? why did I lie to my own feeling and went into another relationship? why I didnt wait longer? But when all this "why" came to my mind It already been too late, you already given up on me...at that moment I only know that i had regretted and I knew that there is no more chance for me to have you back in my life as you already told me what you want in your life and you do not need me anymore...I was lost and I didn't know what to do...Even though I told myself I will not shed anymore tears after you left and be strong but ended up I failed. Wearing a mask everyday and everywhere I go putting a smile on my face and showing eveyone that i am fine I am okie , zhen de hen xin ku.. When ever i see brusies on my hand i will think if you are around I know you will sure get angry and scold me and forbid me from punching the wall and hurting myself. When ever i see those brusies , image of you would appear and reminds me that you hated to see injuries on me. When ever I am at certain place that i been with you or even doing things image of you will still appear.My heart will sank when i pass by places which i been there with you. All i have to blame is only ME for not been able to understand you well. I wrote this entires is not to seek any attentions or what, I just want to say everything out and would wish that you would return. I kept all this to myself and kept lying to myself but in my heart you are always still there..If you were to pass by my blog and saw this I don't want you to get affected.you could pretend you never see.. but.. All I want to say is I am still waiting for you and I knew about the mistake I made. I sincerly hope that you would give me a chance again . nefil emevigrof?